Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Remember When...

- you came up to me at 9th Grade Farewell and held me close and you told me that i had no idea how much you cared?
- all those times i caught you looking at me when you didn't think i was paying any attention?
- we had all those random conversations at lunch and didnt care if people were listening?
- you let me listen to your music and i just smiled (even if i didnt like the song?)
- we walked around school just talking bout little things that were on our minds?
- you would hug me before i went to class, and id say 'see you soon' <3
- the time you let me borrow your jacket?

- the day you finally asked me to be your girlfriend and i about died with happiness?
- we first skyped and it wasnt akward at all (:
- we stayed up talking for hours, ended the call, and still talked wishing the night would never end (of course thats how it is every night now) <333
- the time we got in that imaginary pistol fight and i fell backwards and couldnt stop laughing?
- that night that all the crazy scary stuff happened, and you just stayed up making sure i was ok even though you were tired af?
- we were told 'yall are the cutest couple'? haha that was soo cute <3
- i first told you i love you?


well i remember all of it, and i wont forget any of it <333

Thinking Bout You

Its crazy babe. how fast this past month has gone by. i cant believe it. But i guess that's what happens when you're in love huh? (: every day has been blurred together, and its gotten to the point where my reality has almost become better than my dreams. its unbelievable really, how happy i am nowadays. You know what i've realized? You aren't afraid to be silly around me. Your a silly goose and i love love love it. Makes me realize how much you trust me and love me. Your childish-self is so cute and it makes me go crazy when i see that adorable grin on your face. I love how when you look up at the camera, i can see your eyes and just get lost in them. (: you look up and smile a little and laugh inside. and you get this kind of shy look across your face, almost like your nervous around me still. I can't help but laugh and smile when i see that look on your face.

I fell asleep thinking about you like i always do. felt like you were here with me <3 you never left me. (: you remember when you said that the distance that was between us didnt exist anymore? that you can sense me or see me everywhere? well, i think i understand what you mean now because it always feels like your next to me. like i can just turn and see you right there. makes me wonder how im going to react when i finally get to see you again!!! Soon babe. very soon <333

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

For You (:


- Everything i've ever thought i knew about love has changed since you've come into my life. you've taught me that Love is unpredictable, forever changing, and constantly growing with each passing moment. We've shared memories, smiles, laughter, sillyness, jokes...hearts. The distance between us has also ceased to exist for me. You are always here next to me, no matter where i go, i know your there. you have made me so happy, i find it hard to believe that it could get any better than this. 

- Regardless of the fact that were so young and have so much time ahead of us, i truly think we've found a love that few have seen, and that few ever will.

Start of Something Wonderful


June 21, 2012
 - That day was the day i finally began a journey with the man whom i believe to be the love of my life. For the past year, he has been nothing but a protective shadow, always there when i least expect it, but always when i need him. I'd not realized how close we had become nor how our relationship had begun to grow into something so much more than mere friendship. 
 - While i know that we are both just two young teenagers, I have no doubt in my mind that we are perfect together. He makes the world seem so much brighter and beautiful. No matter what the day brings, he always adds a little glow to it. And through it all, i have this feeling inside of me that i can only describe as a 'true happiness'. i don't know what the future may bring, but i bet it'll be wonderful.